waywardness

They are :a playful curiosity,a capacity for dreams,a sense of humor to correct those dreams,and finally a certain waywardness and incalculability of behavior.......

一种嬉戏好奇心，一种梦想能力，一种纠正这些梦想幽默感，一种在行为上任性、不可。

It is laziness and waywardness, however, that causes one to give himself up as hopeless and back down on the pretext of "no interest".

只有懒惰与任性，才能使一个人自甘暴弃在“趣味”掩护之下败退。