It was only a moment of self-disgust, a touch of nausea brought on by being a stranger who had spent too many days too close to these sordidly powerful American gangs, too close to the gunpowder-scented 'gracious life' of gangland aristocracy.

这只是瞬间自我厌恶，作为生人， 与这肮脏强大帮派相处得太近，太过接近黑社会贵族火药味“优雅生活” ，所带来丝恶心。