It was only a moment of self-disgust, a touch of nausea brought on by being a stranger who had spent too many days too close to these sordidly powerful American gangs, too close to the gunpowder-scented 'gracious life' of gangland aristocracy.

一瞬间的自我厌恶，作为一个陌生人， 与肮脏强大的美国帮派相处得太，太过接会贵族火药味的“优雅生活” ，所带来的一丝恶心。